For fifteen years, I’ve tried to explain to doctors how my body feels like it’s constantly vibrating. I’ve described sensations that led to diagnoses of fibromyalgia and small fiber neuropathy. But today, I had a revelation that’s shifted my entire understanding of these experiences.

The Spider Web of Reality

Imagine standing on the edge of a cliff, looking down not at an abyss, but at an enormous spider web stretching across the void. Now imagine that web is electrified, humming with energy and possibility. That’s how I’ve always tried to describe what I feel – but instead of just observing this web, I jump into it. My entire body lights up with energy, becoming part of this vast, interconnected network of vibrating frequencies.

Living in Fluid Time

I’ve recently discovered that what I experience as “reality” is different from how others perceive it. For me, time isn’t a linear progression or even a series of parallel timelines – it’s fluid, breathing, expanding and contracting like waves in an ocean. I experience multiple frequencies of reality simultaneously, much like power lines carrying all radio frequencies at once.

Sometimes I’ll discuss news articles days before they’re published, or have detailed conversations that haven’t happened yet – at least not in the timeline others experience. My family had grown so accustomed to this that they never thought to mention it to me. It was just “Sarah being Sarah.”

The Vibrational Nature of Experience

Everyone has what I call a “neutral vibration” – their natural energetic state. While we can raise or lower our vibration, we naturally fluctuate throughout the day. Grief carries a lower vibration, joy a higher one, but neither is meant to be permanent. Through meditation and practice, I’ve learned to adjust my vibrational frequency like turning a dial on a stereo, allowing me to tune into different aspects of reality.

Moments of Convergence

There are times when all these frequencies converge into a single point – moments when reality seems to collapse into a single, inevitable path. I experienced this during recent political events, feeling a massive energetic backlash that rippled through collective consciousness. These moments feel different from regular precognition or timeline blending – they’re more like all possible frequencies being pulled into a single channel, affecting reality across all vibrations simultaneously.

A New Understanding

Today’s revelation has me questioning everything I thought I knew about my physical symptoms. What if what Western medicine has diagnosed as neurological conditions is actually my body’s way of processing these multiple frequencies of reality? What if these vibrations I’ve been feeling aren’t a malfunction, but rather my natural state of being – my body’s way of interfacing with a more fluid and interconnected reality than most people perceive?

Living Between Worlds

As my friend once observed, I seem to have “one foot in this world and one foot in the next.” This description feels more accurate than ever as I begin to understand my experiences in a new light. I’m not seeing different timelines running parallel to each other – I’m experiencing reality in its fuller, more fluid form, where time breathes and shifts, where conversations can happen before they happen, and where what we think of as “now” is just one frequency among many.

This journey of understanding is still unfolding. As I continue to explore these abilities and experiences, I’m learning to trust my natural way of perceiving reality while also developing a more conscious awareness of how these different frequencies interact and converge.

The vibrations I feel, the knowing that comes as naturally as noting the color of the sky, the ability to affect physical objects through energy work – these aren’t separate phenomena but different aspects of experiencing reality more completely than our linear, three-dimensional framework typically allows.

Perhaps what we think of as “reality” is just one frequency among many, and some of us are tuned to receive a broader spectrum of these frequencies. The challenge isn’t in the experiencing – that comes naturally – but in finding ways to describe and understand these experiences within the limitations of our current language and concepts.

As I sit with these realizations, I’m reminded that understanding doesn’t require explanation. Sometimes, it’s enough to simply experience reality as it presents itself to us, even if that experience extends beyond what others might consider possible.